Oops, Saturday came and went and I missed making my regular post. It wasn't an extremely busy day and, although I did go out for the evening, I was home at a decent hour. For some reason, I just wasn't up to making my illustration. Disturbing. I find that a little disturbing, only because I am finding myself in a sideways funk right now. Actually, all week long. It seems that all the major life junk has slapped me up one side and down the other and sat me down for a real hard look at my own little life. My own little life that seems to have been picking up speed after a year's worth of deep personal work to only be stalled right before the finish line.
I am not here to vent my problems or complain (because that is not a nice side dish for the daily gratitude now is it?) Being a downer is not what this forum is for. BUT it is a platform to discuss being stuck, which I am, being pissed off, which I am, being uncreative, which I felt this past week, being scared, which I am, being tired and spent, which I am. To top it all off, I ate sugar and candy this week. A LOT of it. This is not good.
So, realizing a new week is starting, I am back on the fast track. Picking up the pieces of dropped freelance work, getting back to my regular scheduled program of exercise, forgiving myself for eating horribly and being emotionally available for others is on my list for this coming week. I may fail at a few of these but I know I will succeed at most. I can feel it. It's gonna be a stellar week!
As His mercies are new every morning, so are our chances to change for the better.
Saturday's Gratitude:I am so grateful for a group of really great friends to eat and drink with.
Sunday's Gratitude:I am really grateful for the ability to look at my life and step back to figure out a new game plan. New opportunities are awesome. For this I am so grateful.